Open Bar

A noite estava totalmente escura e a Lua se escondia por trás das nuvens… Andando pela rua a garota podia sentir o som de sua própria respiração e o silêncio era aterrorizante…

No final da rua ela podia enxergar uma placa luminosa com um letreiro convidativo que exibia as palavras “Bar – Open”. Entrou e sentou em uma mesa, percorrendo os olhos pelo salão e notando que a solidão devia fazer morada ali há um bom tempo. Mas tudo bem…O que ela mais estava acostumada era ficar sozinha. O próprio barman lhe serviu uma bebida e voltou para seu lugar mudo da mesma forma como havia se aproximado.

Ela então se deparou com um palco e um microfone que parecia chamá-la…Em cima a placa “Karaoke” se exibia quase que implorando para alguem usufruir daquele serviço que, naquele momento, parecia macabro e sem sentido. Mas como ela gostava de um desafio, caminhou ate o pequeno palco e escolheu um número de música aleatório…

E quando a música começou, a garota sozinha cantarolou pela noite…

“Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, there’s air of silence
In the bedroom and all around

Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away

It must have been love but it’s over now
It must have been good but I lost it somehow
It must have been love but it’s over now
From the moment we touched still the time had run out

Make-believing we’re together
That I’m sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I’ve turned to water
Like a teardrop in your palm

And it’s a hard winter’s day
I dream away

It must have been love but it’s over now
It was all that I wanted, now I’m living without
It must have been love but it’s over now
It’s where the water flows
It’s where the wind blows

It must have been love but it’s over now
It must have been good but I lost it somehow
It must have been love but it’s over now
From the moment we touched ‘til the time had run out

It must have been love but it’s over now
It was all that I wanted, now I’m living without
It must have been love but it’s over now
It’s where the water flows
It’s where the wind blows”

Tá…

Prudência com palavras e atitudes

Mercúrio em oposição à Lua natal

DE: 20/03 (Hoje), 15h06
ATÉ: 28/03 , 11h55

Entre os dias 20/03 (Hoje) e 28/03, o planeta Mercúrio estará formando um aspecto tenso à Lua do seu mapa astrológico, Flavia. Neste período, procure tomar um cuidado redobrado com fofocas, mexericos e especulações desnecessárias. Como diz o ditado, “quem conta um conto, aumenta um ponto”, e neste momento de desarmonia entre Mercúrio e Lua, há de fato uma predisposição maior do que o normal para propagar verdades distorcidas, ainda que involuntariamente. Vale a pena também ter prudência ao acreditar naquilo que lhe contam, nesta fase. Investigue bem antes de tomar posições fundamentadas naquilo que te contaram. Uma atitude socialmente prudente é recomendada, Flavia.

Há, neste período, uma espécie de “desacordo” entre cabeça e coração. A razão determina um caminho, mas o emocional quer outra coisa. Não chega a ser nada grave, Flavia, mas tão somente um momento de indefinições temporárias e de acentuação de contradições. As escolhas mais adequadas ficarão mais claras ao final deste período, por isso até lá não se preocupe tanto em tomar atitudes. Deixe a coisa cozinhando dentro de você, até que a certeza se manifeste.

E aquela garota sonhou de novo…

E durante todo o sonho, por mais que ela estivesse feliz e completa…e tentasse desligar a cabeça de todos os problemas, uma música sempre tocava no fundo…

E aquelas duas frases incomodavam como se mil facas estivessem perfurando seu coração…

E mesmo nos braços dele, ela sentiu uma pontada de dor percorrer seu corpo..

“But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you…”

Love is ALWAYS the trouble

How come
You never know what you got
Until it's gone?
Too bad
Cause I never felt so good with anyone
How fooled was I
Into thinking I was gonna be alright?
Okay, fine

So every day I try a little harder
To forget her
Lie here, convince myself
Tomorrow will be better

The trouble is
I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone?
The trouble is
There's a part of me
That still can't let go
Of her memory
And now I know what it is
Love is what the trouble is 

Love is what the trouble is 

How come she said
You never wear your heart
Where I can see?
Too bad
Cause now I'm the one who's sorry, yeah
How stupid was I
Into thinking I was gonna be alright?
Okay, fine 

So everyday I find a little something
To remind me
No matter how I try
I can't put the past behind me

The trouble is
I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone?
The trouble is
There's a part of me
That still can't let go
Of her memory
And now I know what it is

Love has let me lonely
I'm alright, I'm okay
I'll be fine, give it time

But the only trouble is
I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone?
(Now she's gone)
The trouble is
There's a part of me
That still can't let go
Of her memory
(I just can't)
And now I know what it is
Yes, I know
And now I know what it is

Cause love is what the trouble is
The trouble
Love, love is what the trouble is

Hey, hey

Sonhos de uma noite de verão…

Ela foi deitar tarde…na esperança de que bateria na cama e dormiria logo…sem pensamentos ou afins…Custou um bom tempo para ela pegar no sono…E a noite caiu mais rápido do que ela imaginava. Seu corpo descansava, mas sua mente divagava…pensando nos últimos acontecimentos… Até quando aquilo ia durar? O que esperar do futuro?

Após cair em descanso profundo, sua mente voava cada vez mais longe, e ela decidiu dar numa volta. A praia seria o melhor lugar e de repente a Lua, sua eterna companheira, estaria ali para olhar por ela…quem sabe sussurrar um conselho!

Após andar com os pés descalços na areia, resolveu se sentar e olhar a paisagem…Prestou atenção em tudo ao seu redor…Os pássaros cantando, a suave brisa que batia em sua face, o barulho das ondas…

E como um passe de mágica ele apareceu, andando em sua direção…Com sua beleza estonteante, seu olhar penetrante e sua voz que faz tremer o coração…O tempo parecia nunca ter passado e seus corações bateram em sincronia, cada vez mais fortes, até que ele se aproximou como um anjo caido do céu…Apenas sentaram lado a lado e ficaram fitando o mar…sem dizer uma só palavra…Afinal, elas faltavam naquele momento…e ao mesmo tempo eles não precisavam delas…

Ele foi o primeiro a arriscar…”Você me chamou e eu vim”. Ela sentiu todos os pelos de seu corpo se arrepiarem como se naquele momento um vento gelado tivesse percorrido todo seu ser…E as únicas palavras que ela conseguiu mumurar foram “Eu te amo”…Antes que ele percorresse seu pescoço com os dedos e encostasse seus lábios quentes nos dela…

A partir dai os segundos se transformaram em horas e aquele momento podia ser eternizado…A conversa se estendeu por horas e fluiu com a maior naturalidade que eles já estavam acostumados a ter um com o outro…E conforme o dia se aproximava, o peito apertava…Coisas foram ditas, situações explicadas e revistas…Memórias recuperadas…E o coração batia mais e mais forte…

E então, quando o primeiro raio de Sol surgiu no horizonte, com o coração na mão eles tiveram que dizer adeus…

E mais uma vez o coração daquela menina parou de bater …

Noites mal dormidas…

Depois do temporal que caiu ontem, do show elétrico de raios iluminando a rua, do braulho ensurdecedor dos trovões…

Depois de ruas alagadas, de amigas se encontrando, de muitas risadas e lembranças…

Depois de pedidos por sonhos menos bizarros, de custar a dormir…

De nada adiantou…

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(it's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(it's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, baby, baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(it's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(it's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(it's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(it's all coming back to me now)
And if we...

Confissões de semana…

Antes de qualquer coisa, queria dizer que sei que vocês devem ter estranhado que eu não comentei nada do SHow do BSB….É que nada tenho a comentar…a não ser que foi sensacional..e que o tempo parecia não ter passado…Mas é que como no final de tudo o cansaço foi muito mais mental do que físico, prefiro deixar quieto, porque já está dificil segurar a onda….

A semana correu pior do que esperava…Uma dor de barriga do nada (??), a hérnia gritando, a gastrite rasgando, o refluxo bombando….emocional? IMAGINA NÉ….rs

Mas um dia as coisas vão para seus devidos lugares….ou não….

E eu só tenho a dizer que “It’s a little too late for you to come back”…e que se quiser “Give me reason, but don’t give me choice, Cos I’ll just make the same mistake again”…Porque afinal “Trouble is her only friend and he’s back again”…E apesar de tudo “Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won’t stop there, I am here for you if you’d only care “…Mas eu juro que um dia ainda vou conseguir dizer “Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one. You have been the one for me”…e a partir dai eu não mais estarei “I’m awake but my world is half asleep”…

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I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

 

Lucky…(??)

Do you hear me
talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I'm trying 

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh 

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday 

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair 

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh

Um Sábado qualquer…

Ou não….

O que importa é que a “Familia” se reuniu de novo…e que os bons e velhos tempos retornam…algum dia, de uma forma ou de outra, isso podia acontecer…Em algumas coisas na vida, Deus não nos dá direito de escolha. Mas agora estamos amadurecidos e certos do modo com as coisas tem que ser, do modo como a vida deve e tem que andar. E algumas coisas simplesmente estão escritas…não adianta nos revoltarmos contra, gritar, chorar ou espernear…Se a Alma quer, o corpo treme, o coração se enche de novo do que pertence a ele e estava faltando…e não dá pra fugir, não dá pra negar….e nem sei se quero, porque sou feliz assim!

Eu e minha BFF em um dos momentos de diversão na Pista Vip – Show dos Backstreet  Boys

Porque eu não queria e NÃO PRECISO me espremer lá na frente…hehe

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No.. but you won't let me
You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long, that's wrong
But, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
and I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you

And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so..